Profilectlx.Carlene Tan Li Xuan 11th July 1988. Currently 23+. Studied in St. Anthony's Canossian Primary and Secondary School, SRJC (first 3 months), TPJC, NUS FASS (econs). loves family, friends, chocs, western desserts, yellow, etc etc.
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Monday, September 26, 2005one of the topics discussed during my GP lesson today, not intending to elaborate on it. in fact i only entitle my entry that cause i.. don't really have anything else to name it. haha...alright, today was my breakdown day, guess i had been accumulating these horrible emotions for way too long... well, it all started out after physics spa which i totally screwed up. big time. no doubt bout it, i was so freaking lost. big SIGH for that. ah wells, i guess i can only hope for the best. after that it was alright, out for lunch with cheryl, janice and chao liang, then went back to school to study. was hoping cheryl could be there cause i wasn't in exactly a good mood cause of spa and some other reason, and as we all know, only best friends know how to keep u burning, but she went to play squash instead. ah well, i thought i'd be alright. then kr called to say he may not be joining me cause the weather was hot and i couldn't disagree. so ya, alright, so ya, left 2 pple. the weather was bad, the stress kills, and not having anyone u want to beside u really sucked. honest, mei yi was having lessons, so ya, to add on, the music i was listening to totally triggered everything off, the music was melancholic, and sad. SAD. that's the thing. yup, so i cried. tried to hide it but to no avail, got caught in the end cause of my naughty nose who decides to betray me every single time i tear. i mean i didn't really cry, was just yup. tearing away.. haha.. yup.. so i ended up scaring quite a few pple. thanks to all for ur concern, really apprecite it. yup yup... thank u... oh and to -, here's a message for u: i really appreciate ur help time and time again when i needed help, but honestly i really didn't need all the hoo-ha today, i mean i was alright, i seriously was, and i didn't mean to throw my temper at u, but u touching my head really pissed me off. i hate it. and i was alright, and i know myself best, there is no need for u to keep insisting that i'm not. yup. but anyhow, i really appreciated all ur help. and there's another thing that bothers me, and that is the fact that i reserve the rights to tell u stuff, as in, there are some things i won't tell u, and vice versa, it isn't cause u aren't trustworthy but honestly there isn't any need to so ya, and there are some stuff which are secrets within my besties and i so i naturally wouldn't tell u so pls stop insisting or giving a face each time i refuse to tell u things. THAT really turns me off. yup, but all in all, u make a really helpful friend. thanks again, and i hope u won't take my words too harshly. yup, i guess that's all i've got to say, don't worry peeps, i won't ever break down in school again. promise, even if i ever do, it'll be out fo public eye. don't want to cause any more worries. yups... take care pple!! and dun ever bottle up everything inside ok,its not good at all, if u ever need me, i'm here 24/7 and u know that... =) |